10 oktober 2011 our anniversary ♥
its a shame that it had to be this way .
its enough to say im sorry .
maybe im to blame
or maybe were the same
either way i cant breathe .
all i had to say is good bye .
were better off this way
im alive but im losing all my way .
and everything about you
seemed to be a lie .
it made me learn to hate you and i hate myself more .
words that you never told me
tell me if i was wrong
making me find myself while you have your agenda
please let me be free , im tired of ur reason and drama
im blind to all of your colors , it used to be rainbows in my eyes .
i know its hard to be all alone
i cant face the truth !
i want u to see
just what you mean to me
if im dreaming , im dreaming of you
i think its time to say goodbye♥
dear . its hard to me . but i tak sanggup nak truskan our relationship . if you realy love me , i dont do this to me sayang . ya , for your infomation i love you even we just take one month nak kenal . i terima u seadanya mer , i trime who u are ! past is past but if u still dgn prangai dlu , i takley accept okay . sory i tbace all ur massage with ur girl bfore me . its so annoying bru kenal trus na cple . whatthehell mer ? dont be like actor okay ? u ayat i je kan slame ni ? u butakan mata semua org , u bg semua org nmpak like u syg i seorang ! tapi blakang ? b . just i realy want to know . ape you dapat buad mcm ni ? i sayang u . i taklayan sesiapa since kte couple . ape salah i ? i pnh usik u ke bfore ni ? i think i tak knl u pon bfore ni . 1st i nampak u kat hotel with idham . tu pun i tak tahu korang buad ape . but i tak nak tahu sbb i pnh cakap PAST IS PAST ! when you lose someone yg you sayang oneday baru you tahu mer apa rase . syg , believe in karma . when u hurt someone truly love you . oneday u will get back but more than . yaa . im crying ! semua sebab you . bcause im realy love you mer . macam nak bunuh diri okay ! macam nak pecah .. dont tell me yg u nak menta xcident semua tu sebb now i dah kenal u siapa . so dont pretend like u sanggup maty okay .
soryy . sebab selalu cari gdo , mrajuk dengan u . i buad tu sbb i nak jupe u . nnt i boleh manja2 dgn u . and i ingat kita boleh stay forever but i silap . tu just my dream . thnks sebab dapat game i . you are the best thing mer . i sedar yang i never gonna be good enough for you . but i try my hardest to be someone yg u nak even i sanad tergedik2 , i sanad mgade , i sanad suka mrajuk .every morning when im wake up from my bed youre the only thing on my mind . gila kann ? on my mind just ade u . pg , ptg mlm just you je mer . bila nak hujan i akan risaw mcm nak maty takot pape jadi kat u . tipu lha kalau i cakap i tak takot . but i control myself taknak tunjuk how much i love u , how much im worried bout you . i need you more and more ? memg i tamak . i taknak kongsi u dgn orang laen even kadang2 semak je tgk adek i tgedik2 dgn u . if can i want to be with you 24/7 days . but i know yg itu mustahil so i try slow2 trime . who i am for you ? im not toys mer . i ade prasaan . ape i rase mer bila i tbace massage tu ? no need lha i nak xplain kat sini . cukup lha i dgn u je tahu kan ? ape yg i impinkan dgn you semua dan musnah . i'd give everything to be your anything b . im already gone . its better right ? b , sometimes tuhan bagi kita pinjam someone tu sekjap je , if kita tak jaga sbaiknya dia amek balik hak dia . one more thing , i tak pandai masak but i blaja dgn mama masak kuah fav you even ta sesedap mana . i tak tdur dari mlm tdy sebab teringat bnd ni . tak apa . maybe ni bukan yg ptama you buad mcm ni so u takkan rasa apa2 . i ? i try slow2 keluar and trime bnd ni . now , i dah tak ada dgn you . jaga diri . bawak motor slow2 yee . jgn break kat pasir nnt jatuh sakit sayang , i taknak u sakit2 . if hujan time keje , balik cepat2 mandi okayy ? demam makan ubat ! taktaw na pesan ape lgy . i know esk mst dapat cari gf baru :) jaga a new gurlfie sebaek2nya . wanita itu anugerah . bukan untuk dperguna , bukan utk disakiti , bukan utk djadikan hamba nafsu , wanita adalah anugerah terindah jika kita pandai jaga . lelaki adalah seorang yang patut membimbing , yang ptt menjadi pelindung bukan utk memusnahkannya . our relations its over .
lastly . thanks for the sweet memories amer ♥
salam sayang ♥
eycca shafyka
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